Rough morning. Ang had to literally push me out of bead to get me rollin' (Come to think of it, I just fell asleep in my hair typing this). The first sensation I had when I awoke today was Freddy Krueger from Nightmare on Elm street slicing and dicing my heart. So much pain, so quick. Not fair. Anyhow, we made it to church. Man was I lucky. We walked in, and who had three open seats next to her? Our good friend Sara, who organized and lead Team Bella on the CHOC Walk just after Bella died! The service was one of the toughest I've been in in 15 years. When my friends were murdered in '95, I had a hard time going to church for quite a few years after. The pain when I would open my heart up to God in that setting was so deep, I would just start sobbing. And so it was today.
Angelique had to work today, so Ali and I had quite the adventure around the house. We played dress up, dress up, and more dress up! We watched a movie together as well. Mot of all, we had fun. Our time together brought a niec balance to the mornings' pain.
After another homemade pizza, we watched an episode of The Backyardigans, then bed time. There was more I wanted to write about, but I can't keep my eyes open, it'll have to wait!